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All I Can Make Out in the Dark

by Affection Play

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1.
Wouldn't you say life is wonderful? All the pretty cars, all the tasty food All the nice clothes, all the fine people Isn't there so much in the world to be happy about? But your clothing is soaked with children’s tears And the food on your table is suffering and death How can you ever enjoy any of it? How can you love to live in this world? Ignorance is bliss, they say The less you think, the more you feel Like everything's just the way it’s supposed to be (But) can you choose to ignore it all? Can you open your eyes to our cruel world and still smile? Do you dare to find out what’s really going on? If you do, how can you ever laugh again? The answers aren't that well hidden You just need to want to find out But don't expect them to be simple Or that it's easy to live with the knowledge It might make you want to do something Only to find out that little can be done But does that mean it's alright to do nothing? To party on like all is just fine? Ignorance is bliss, they say The more you know, the more you see That there really ain’t that much to be happy about Can you choose to ignore it all? Can you open your eyes to our cruel world and still smile? Do you dare to find out what’s really going on? If you do, how can you ever laugh again? Can you ever laugh again?
2.
I enter a bar and I start scanning the crowd Most of the girls don't interest me at all (and they're already making out with some boring assholes, anyway) So I keep looking around Who's looking for me? I keep looking around 'til I see one that's kind of my type She seems to be on her own, so I bear up and walk over to her. But instead of being grateful that a great guy like me noticed her, she's all like “You don't know me and I don't wanna talk to you, so fuck off” So I keep looking around Who's looking for me? Who do you think you are? And how can you reject me? How are you the one who's picky? And why does this keep bothering me? Who do you think you are? And how can you reject me? How are you the one who's picky? And why doesn't anyone appreciate me?
3.
Last night at a friend's place we were dancing We barely spoke a word but it felt so right Later we went out to the shore of the river Where we sat so close, talking all night But then you mentioned your boyfriend Boy, what a disappointment And it felt like forever When your hand touched mine Someone stopped the time Just a moment that lasted all night And it felt like forever When your eyes met mine I forgot my line Dazed and stunned, I got lost in their light As we sat there I leaned in to kiss you Almost did it – usually, I'm shy Wondering what might happen, I hesitated The sun had come up as we said goodbye Again you mentioned your damn boyfriend Boy, what a disappointment Then I said “fuck it” and just did it Kissed you on the mouth And you didn't object, seemed to like it in fact All my doubts were in vain, it turned out And it felt like forever When your lips touched mine Someone stopped the time Times like these are what life is about At least that's how I wish it had been Not impossible, it would seem And it felt like forever When your hand touched mine Someone stopped the time Just a moment that lasted all night And it felt like forever When your eyes met mine I forgot my line Dazed and stunned, I got lost in their light
4.
Oh 04:22
The curve of your back Is all I can make out in the dark moving slowly with your breath I want to reach out Pull you close and put my arm around you But I fear it might wake you up And now I can't sleep The night rewinding in my head And the day I spent by your side But the morning will surely come-- It's already getting light out-- Taking you away, never to return to... Me Oh Oh Oh I knew it before Knew it wouldn't last past today Knew you couldn't stay But now it tears me apart How can I just let you go After spending one of the best Days and nights of my life Getting to know you And knowing that this should go on But the morning will surely come-- It's already getting light out-- Taking you away, never to return to... Me Oh Oh Oh
5.
If I want to create And I wanna be great (Is there a right kind of life I need to choose?) Interesting and productive – Doesn't it sound seductive? Live fast and die young Burn the candle at both ends Die when you're twenty-seven Leave a beautiful corpse (A beautiful corpse) Well, corpses don't stay pretty for long Maybe a boring life is the better way to go on Being interesting takes a lot of time Do I have a better use for mine? Do I spend my life making something Or look fascinating doing nothing? Live fast and die young Burn the candle at both ends Die when you're twenty-seven Leave a beautiful corpse (A beautiful corpse) Well, corpses don't stay pretty for long Maybe like a boring life is the better way to go on
6.
I've never found Someone I could love As much as I'm bound To be capable of Although I want it so To love, I don't know To whom I could give Love as long as I live I've never loved As much as I feel That I could love Somebody for real This love that I've got It's for someone new It's not that I'm not Attracted to you But you're not the one The one who'll go on And restore my heart When it's missing a part I've never loved As much as I feel That I could love Somebody for real
7.
Bittersweet silence, never pierced by noise Just me and my thoughts, nobody else My room is empty, but not my head My mind is racing while I sit on my bed But there's this longing, a void in my soul Am I incomplete and lonely or alone but whole? I'm breathing hard, my heart's beating fast It feels like I'm dying, how long will it last? It's wearing my soul, squashing my heart It's draining my life force, I'm missing a part It's ripping at my core I can't take it anymore I'm lonely 'cause I want it I'm lonely, though I hate it I'm lonely, can you help me? I'm lonely and won't change it Oftentimes, I lie here at night Feeling an urge I don't want to fight Embracing my blanket, craving the touch Of another human, I need it so much However, whenever I do get the chance To let someone in, I close up in advance It's wearing my soul, squashing my heart It's draining my life force, I'm missing a part It's wearing my soul, squashing my heart It's draining my life force, I'm missing a part It's ripping at my core I can't take it anymore I'm lonely 'cause I want it I'm lonely, though I hate it I'm lonely, can you help me? I'm lonely and won't change it
8.
I think you like me, do you not? You seem just barely out of my reach It feels like you might love me yet If only I tried hard enough I’d do anything to win your heart But you don’t want me, do you? Won’t you give me just a hint To make me see I have no chance Tell me to go Break my heart Send me away Tear me apart I tried to make it go away But I can’t help still seeing hope When will you stop this cruel game? Just break my heart and set me free Please stop killing me slowly I can’t stand the torture anymore Smash my love and burn the pieces I don’t care, just end it now Tell me to go Break my heart Send me away Tear me apart Stomp on my feelings Burst all my dreams Drown my desire And don’t give me hope Tell me to go Break my heart Send me away Tear me apart
9.
Forsaken 03:53
It's a dark night No flowers on the ground And you see no more happy children play Everything is grey Fog is hanging over hills I walked for hours through the night A long and winding road, you see Nobody’s with me I'm on my way alone In this hour of darkness And everything I do I do it just for you Want to be the only one by your side And hold you in my arms But you've forsaken me Suffering in the pouring rain It’s wet and cold again And very far away I hear hundreds of wolves howling Doubt is coming to my mind Do I fail or do I handle it right? Wanting to make sense of life And join you until the end Nobody’s with me I’m on my way alone In this hour of darkness And everything I do I do it just for you Want to be the only one by your side And hold you in my arms But you've forsaken me (You've forsaken me) But I can never love you Never trust you again And I will never see you Never talk to you again And I will never kiss you Never dream of you again And I will never love you 'Cause you've forsaken me

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The first album from Munich-based indie rock band Affection Play.

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released August 28, 2014

All songs composed and performed by Adrian vom Baur, Fabian Herschel, Florian Bihler, and Miriam Kraft. Lyrics by Adrian vom Baur (tracks 1-8) and Fabian Herschel (track 9). Mixed by Florian Bihler. Cover artwork by Adrian vom Baur.

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